#pro-gallery-4u6b2-not-scoped .gallery-item-container { opacity: 0 } #pro-gallery-4u6b2-not-scoped .gallery-item-hover::before { background: transparent !important}try { window.requestAnimationFrame(function() { var ele = document.getElementById('pro-gallery-4u6b2-not-scoped'); var pgMeasures = ele.getBoundingClientRect(); var options = (() => "gallerySizeType:px|enableInfiniteScroll:true|titlePlacement:SHOW_ON_HOVER|hasThumbnails:false|imageMargin:5|galleryLayout:6|isVertical:false|gallerySizePx:300|cubeType:fill|galleryThumbnailsAlignment:none")(ele); var width = pgMeasures.width; var height = pgMeasures.height; var isIOS = /iPad|iPhone|iPod/.test(navigator?.userAgent); if(isIOS) { width = width; width = width; height = height; height = height; } else { width = width; width = width; height = height; height = height; } pgMeasures = { top: pgMeasures.top, width, height }; var isVertical = options.includes('layoutParams_structure_scrollDirection:"VERTICAL"'); var layoutFixerUrl = '/_serverless/pro-gallery-css-v4-server/layoutCss?ver=2&id=4u6b2-not-scoped&items=3625_701_438&container=' + pgMeasures.top + '_' + pgMeasures.width + '_' + pgMeasures.height + '_' + window.innerHeight + '&options=' + options; document.getElementById('layout-fixer-style-4u6b2-not-scoped').setAttribute('href', encodeURI(layoutFixerUrl)); }); } catch (e) { console.warn('Cannot set layoutFixer css', e); }I hurt myself again tonight
blinded, the lights are too bright
I tattoo the pain onto my skin
wondering what phase my moon is in
but this place I can’t escape from
somehow still feels like home
I see the dark clouds slowly creeping
vision turns grey and body’s aching
mouth goes dry and I forget breathing
legs feel weak and my heart stops beating
I feel the world around me shrink
my soul is leaving, it’s at the brink
I close my eyes and stay still
before this ends, I know I will
when I was locked in my room alone
I wanted to just end it all.
I don’t know why I keep going on
when it’s easier to just fall
there’s nothing to be blamed
and I know I can’t be saved
I’m not running anymore, it’s not a race
maybe it is, but I’ve given up anyways
I know this is not where I belong
so things will get better once I’m gone.