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Bewitched

By Sanaa · 26 April 2023

Swan lakes and purple-blue skies as you take over my ardent mindset my heart and brain tries to compromise to free me from this cherished unrestIt’s like nothing I've ever felt before and I can keep it hidden no moreIt f


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as you take over my ardent mindset

my heart and brain tries to compromise

to free me from this cherished unrest

It’s like nothing I've ever felt before

and I can keep it hidden no more

It feels like a never-ending free fall

my heart so heavy, as I try to recall

I must stay focused, it’s long overdue

but all I can really think about is you

I remember when we were stargazing

on our terrace, it felt like it was raining

and stars glistened throughout the skies

but it was nothing compared to the galaxies

I saw in your eyes, piercing into my soul,

as I lost my way in your presence like a fool

with every airplane that we wished upon

thinking it was just another shooting star

I didn't realize until you were gone too far

that everything I ever wished for was you

As I tried to gather enough words

and muster up all the lost courage,

I could hear the song of the blue birds

from a paradise, where we shall age

together, a lifetime filled with embrace

and the stars will give us their grace

as they have watched me fall for you

a million times, every single day it’s true

across seven heavens, even the planets knew

that in every universe, I'm so in love with you

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