#pro-gallery-19esv-not-scoped .gallery-item-container { opacity: 0 } #pro-gallery-19esv-not-scoped .gallery-item-hover::before { background: transparent !important}try { window.requestAnimationFrame(function() { var ele = document.getElementById('pro-gallery-19esv-not-scoped'); var pgMeasures = ele.getBoundingClientRect(); var options = (() => "gallerySizeType:px|enableInfiniteScroll:true|titlePlacement:SHOW_ON_HOVER|hasThumbnails:false|imageMargin:5|galleryLayout:6|isVertical:false|gallerySizePx:300|cubeType:fill|galleryThumbnailsAlignment:none")(ele); var width = pgMeasures.width; var height = pgMeasures.height; var isIOS = /iPad|iPhone|iPod/.test(navigator?.userAgent); if(isIOS) { width = width; width = width; height = height; height = height; } else { width = width; width = width; height = height; height = height; } pgMeasures = { top: pgMeasures.top, width, height }; var isVertical = options.includes('layoutParams_structure_scrollDirection:"VERTICAL"'); var layoutFixerUrl = '/_serverless/pro-gallery-css-v4-server/layoutCss?ver=2&id=19esv-not-scoped&items=3472_3456_1684&container=' + pgMeasures.top + '_' + pgMeasures.width + '_' + pgMeasures.height + '_' + window.innerHeight + '&options=' + options; document.getElementById('layout-fixer-style-19esv-not-scoped').setAttribute('href', encodeURI(layoutFixerUrl)); }); } catch (e) { console.warn('Cannot set layoutFixer css', e); }Mind, thoughts, and feelings sore
as I stood on the crimson floor
with broken glass in my heart
alone, I tried not to fall apart
I yearned to feel something
just tired of living like nothing
My life is just a big fat lie
feeling alive only when I try to die
living in my mind without rent
I hear the monsters in my head
to kill them would be my end
so maybe I’m just better off dead
It’s a lost cause, there’s no hope
time heals, but I can’t cope
I kept thinking it was not fair
nothing can end this despair
sleepless nights and silent screams
wish it was just one of my bad dreams
As I stood on the cliff
I felt myself become stiff
at this moment, I’m all I had
and about this, I won’t feel bad
this pain was all I could feel
and this, time couldn’t heal
I felt cold and heavy
my eyes closed, I wasn’t ready
but I realized I wouldn’t dare
even though I say I don’t care
I could see the sky finally bare
as I tried to end this nightmare.
~Sanaa