If Heaven and Hell exist, how come i'm always the one stuck in between

Everyone talks of happiness

And everyone talks of despair

But how come they forgot to mention

The ever-stagnant state of emotionless abyss

The long days stretching into nothingness

Every next moment as meaningless as the one before

How come they forgot to mention the never-ending limbo in which I'm stuck

Lost, scared, and hopeless with nothing to look forward to

If heaven and hell exist, how come I'm always the one stuck in between

Samaritans have hope and sinners redemption, but what about me,

There are stars and there is the pitch-black sky

And then there is me.